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Hello blogs..Im still tired just arrived manila, and I am here on my friends House using her Laptop..How are you blogs?Hope ur fine..miss me?hehehhe well you know why Im here. Im here just to recover some heart ill. This is really me, when I get back in davao Im gonna be fine. I thought it was very hurt not pala.hahahahah..I was cried for the mix emotion feelings that I felt, and now I realized I dont love kenji it was just a fun feelings, as what my friend said Im only missed my Bf and am trying something that can be with me. But as I said why I did hurt? but only for just a few hours and the pain ease. She said because you don't love him truly..she is right, I just missed miss my dear, but he can't be with me because he so busy he is on china now and be back home on May ohh to long to wait but am happy he kept texting me and email me..Well blogs go to go now, do some shopping hehehehe..I will going back to davao on friday mwuaning and going home..mwuahh miss u my blogs see you later...xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

It's gonna be the end

Here I am again the crying lady and very emotional. I create this blog because kenji invited me to make one so I did. He is the one I said my Ol bf. On my first blog I said I don’t know our relationship will work but I will try my best to make it one. But now it’s not exist anymore. I found something on his friendster some comments from a girl saying I LOVE YOU!!! And then when I look at it again it was gone kenji deleted it and so my comments. What the hell? I was to wrong of trusting him, tanga lang talga ako at naniwala sa kanya as what he said hindi lahat ng tao sa sa IRC totoo sya may sabi noon which is alam nya dahil siguro ganun sya well whatever. Well I just cried and now get over, ganyan tlga ang life eh full of toughness, hindi ko lang alam bakit may mga taong ganyan maybe Im just of a kind na hindi ganun.,,Hindi kasi ako plastic Tupperware me hahahaha..Well it’s gonna be the end now…Am so inspired pa naman na to make blog coz of him but now ala na..I don’t know but I will still make blog if necessary I know there is an essence about it right? So Blog from now on I’ll be your friend..Hmp..well he is not worth to cry on..am I right?hmmmm…well hopefull I’ll be happy again sooner not to long to wait..I just like to thank those people who hurt me, thank for hurting it made more stronger…see yah again blogs…mwuahh xoxoxoxo

Me in my Family

Hmmp…I am here again. Many people think that I am so happy go lucky lass since I keep laughing had a joyous laughter but they don’t know that inside of joyous laughter is a thousand of pain that I tried to hide.
Well I don’t know where to start this, all I know at this moment I do nothing but to create this Blog because mah baby influenced me.

Let us start about Me as a daughter and a sister.
As a daughter I am so spoiled brat I do really get what I want. I don’t like having conversation especially to my family because I get easily to cry. Sometimes I always asked my self am I a good daughter to them? That is the question that I’d really ask to my mom, dad and to my brother. I don’t know if I been good to them huhuhu…well they can’t blame me also. One time my mom asked to talk to me it was 4:00 am in the morning when she went to my room and talk to me. I was so shocked when she did that coz we never had a heart to heart talk like it was..she asked me of something, and the only words she want to hear from me is the YES or NO. When I answered that question my mom’s tear started to fell and so do I. My answered was changed everything about my life, started those days my mom and family changed. I saw my parents will to win my heart and love me. I know they Love me maybe I was just blind to see it because of my hatred for them. Since then, I totally saw the changes of treatment towards me. They let me do what I want in life I never heard mom yell at me nor getting mad at me. It wasn’t easy to feel hatred for them. Since when I was young and it was just the moment when I told them about something could change my whole life. Now were good my mom today is my best friend. Before I don’t really like her because she treated me like not her own daughter she kept me hurt and I cant say anything because they were get mad at me like I don’t have voice in the family. She loves my bro more than me, that is why I grew up that I’m not close to him coz I put a gap towards him. But I love him and no matter what happen he will always be my brother till the end of time and they will always be my family. I repent all the bad things that I did to them and now I realized having a family is a great chance for us. Family will always be there when no one care.

Thanks 2 u

I am 22 yearz of age now..gosh getting older OMG..but still can't find the Love that I waited for so long.I have a Boyfriend now suddenly never meet him yet personally so just an online Bf so I cant really say how doesit work, but I will keep it worth..and try my best to make it work
In my age I faced already so many difficulties in life.I've worked when I was 15 and never tried to mingle and experiencedthe stuff or the things supposedly for the teens..I missed that stage of my life.Before I kept dreaming the things I dont havethat someday I can able to have it. But sooner I found out that I got it step by step God is so good to me. Despite allthe difficulties I been through he always there for me..

My life today

today I am so bored...I get up at 12nn ate my lunch, watching tv,chatting ohh whatta a life..Will my baby invited me to make or create a blog and I find it funny and interesting well just to keep my time hehehe to make my life busy isn't it?wahehehhe...